Despise.

I hate liars..

and hypocrite..

and a plagiarism,

yet claim it as it was your own..

and declare yourself as a creative person..

so,

really sorry if i can't take it anymore..

and sick of it..

if i've had enough..

and couldn't bear it any longer..

Just..

C.

(Dear?) Indonesia.

Indonesia started to falling apart..

it started with earthquakes..

then

Tsunami's happens..

follows by..

the Mount Merapi's activated..

and already gives some explosions..

and now..

all the Volcano in Java is now active..

including the Krakatau..

Won't figure out how this would end..

Was this some kind of a signs or what..

i dont know either..

but either way..

people doesnt realize it and doesnt repent either..

but i know one thing for sure..

figured these out quite a long time ago..

I can't rely on Indonesian people..

even though im Indonesian..

They're all blind..

i can only hope nothing from them after all..

xoxo,

C

New Assignment, New Help?

Guys,

For textile assignment this time..

i'm not gonna help you..

It seems like..

I help you..

but you never help me..

and help yourself..

so,

good luck this time..!!

If you really need me..

you just know exactly where to find me..

xoxo,

C.

Random.

Just a random question..

Would you be tired to live an uncertain life?

Would you be jealous to someone,

to those

who already know what they were born for?

What makes you really happy?

And i mean..

HAPPY

How do you decide from a rich people and a poor one?

These questions crossed my mind recently..

and still bugging me..

xoxo,

C.

New Ambition.

So,

maybe i'll never be able to conquer the time..

But,

I'll conquer the world instead..

xoxo,

C.

Killin' Time.

Hi hi hi..

I'm already at my Textile class..

and the class will begin in about 30 more minutes..

When i hit the refresh button on my blog..

i saw Selvi's blog filled with new posts..

then i read it..

I saw a personality quiz,

that selvi already took..

And i took it as well..

since i'm quite dying here..

Here's the result..

Your woman's instincts are very strong.

Eager to be creative, you're very fond of art and likes to express it so that you can stand out as individuals.

For you, art in any form - writing, photography or music, is one way to escape from ordinary life. Keep it!

I'm not quite sure if it's true or not..

hehehe..

i'll let you judge me then..

xoxox,

C.

Psychological Things.

Yesterday, we're playing the Psychological Quiz at my marketing class..

The quiz was pretty simple..

Write 3 names of your favorites animal..

I wrote..

1. Horse

2. Seahorse

3. Jellyfish

The answers..

Answer no. 1

This is tells you, how you want people to see you..

In my case..

Horse is a hard worker,

beauty and power..

Meanwhile..

I don't really think this is right..

i had a tendency to became a workaholic..

and i don't want to be one..

and i don't want people to see me as..

someone who's strong, tough, rigid, and independent..

because i don't think i am..

for beauty..

for me, beauty is not what you look on the outside..

but in the inside..

i never really care on how i look..

i don't mind people see me as a..

fat and ugly girl..

Answer no. 2

This is tells you, what people really see you..

in my case..

Sea horse is quite fragile..

and easily exhausted..

depend on corals to survive..

I think my answers got a point..

people often see me..

"exhausted"..

and i do depend with coffee to stay awake..

hi hi..

Answer no.3

This answer tells you, what you really are..

umm..

in my case..

Jelly fish is..

looks fragile..

yet deadly..

and..

umm..

does my answer really suits me..?

i'm not sure..

you tell me..

xoxox,

C.

S.O.S

Anybody, please just fill this out..

Here..and

Here..

Begging you..>.<

xoxo,

C

I'm 102 Years Old.

My Boyfriend just gave me a link,

to show me this super cool video..

It was utterly smashing..!

xoxo,

C.

Presents.

It's definitely not my B'day, today..

But i choose to post it today..

So, you wouldn't know my real B'day..

hi hi hi..

So, anyway..

These are my B'day presents..

Not all, just some of 'em..

My favorites of them all..

Circus

From: Niven

After years and years we spends together..

He just know exactly..

My "the most favorite things in the world"..

Unicorn Ring!!

From: Venny and Sharon

I really like it..!!

I was totally surprised when they gave it to me..

well..they know exactly that i love horse..

but i wasn't hoping a..

golden horse...!!!!!

>.<

thanks guys..!

Okay, let's see..

I got..

Olyph,

Oliver,

Ollie,

Bowie,

Owy,

Phoeboe,

Laepie,

umm..

I called it Orion..

Yeaa..

Thanks for all the Love..!!

xoxo,

C.