Be in La-la-land..

Does any of you ever think about your future..anything like..

"What am i goin' to be..?"

"Am i goin' to have a family on my own..?"

"Where am i goin' to live..?"

"How am i goin' to die..?"

"Am i goin' to be a successful or a failure..?"

"Will i ever find someone perfect to share my life with..?"

"How my house gonna look like..?"

"Am i gonna make my family proud..?"

And something like that..Did you well-arranged your life..??Or well-organized your what's-your-future-going-to-be..??Or maybe you choose your future just by guessing it..??Did you enthusiastically living your life by choosing the challenging one..??Or perhaps you try to finds the simplest way to live a life..??

A couple weeks ago i've been thinking a lot, a simple question "how my life would be..?" this tricky question brought me into a million question..

For those who don't really know me, or don't even know me..I'm kind of more like fully-prepared-for-whatever-the-outcome person..and if you read my earlier article about me purchasing my dream..i'm supposed to be in paris like..2 years ago..and i have to admit i was scared to live in a whole new yet strange environment with the not-understandable language..thus i still stuck here..As I re-arrange the whole things..yeap..me and my organizing attitude..i'll try to make everything more settle this time, i had to tighten up my schedule..since i have a lot to catch up, so i take every possible activity i could bear and stuffed it into the remaining time i have..i took make up class, french class, english class, and i go back to college also..and i'm going to take a diving lesson..i still had 2 years left..which means, i only got 2 years of preparation..

Apart from whole activity, i'm glad i can found some time to pampering myself..i didnt ask much, just me and the peacefulness..and i spent a lot to think that time..about everything..im daydreaming..

Somehow, i wish i could be somewhere else far from this noisy-overcrowded-city..if i can choose a place where i'm going to spend my life at..i would choose somewhere far from the city, a small city with population less than 15.000 people..some place that only got two season, either rain or cold..somewhere in the mountain, filled with a greeny or yellowish tree..with a lake or river nearby..and i would built a small house in there..so i still can reach the lake or river just by walking, but the distances between the neighbors just too far, that you can only reach it by car..

I was really really think to live in such a place..maybe someplace like..Charlottesville, Cloudcroft, Crested Butte, Port Angeles, Olympic Mountain, Pyrenees, Fussen, Forks, even if i have to move to Sitka, Alaska..

Well it just another goal of my life..if i can live in some place like that, my life would be perfect..that's my dream house..

Talking about dream house, psychologist Carl Jung believed that building a house was a symbol of building a self. And on the other side, Clare Cooper Marcus has written extensively about Home as a Mirror of Self, explores the meaning of "Home" as a place of self-expression, as a place of nurturance, and a place of sociability..

- Can we know more about who we are by looking at where we live? - Clare Cooper Marcus

So what's your dream house..??

C.

If...

Yaay..!!Found it!!This song's quite interesting, though i dont really know the general meaning..LOL..however..enjoy it..and sing it if u'd like..

[Charlotte] If excessif, accro, compulsif

[Etienne] If adhésif, over reactif

[Charlotte] If exclusif et trop émotif

[Etienne] If impulsif, qui est le fautif ?

[Etienne & Charlotte] If dépressif, plus combatif, sous sédatifs

En soins intensifs, cherche le motif

If négatif, maladif, inexpressif

et plus vraiment vif, cherche le motif.

[Etienne] If trop captif et décoratif

[Charlotte] If défensif, à cran, offensif

[Etienne] If incisifs, mes coups de canifs

[Charlotte] If agressif, qui est le fautif ?

[Etienne & Charlotte] If dépressif, plus combatif, sous sédatifs

En soins intensifs, cherche le motif

If négatif, maladif, inexpressif

et plus vraiment vif, cherche le motif.

[Charlotte] If évasif, approximatif

[Etienne] If c'est plus l'kif de jouer au calife

[Charlotte] If trop nocif et trop addictif

[Etienne] If fugitif

[Charlotte] Maniaco-dépressif

[Etienne & Charlotte] If trop massifs, abusifs, à ton actif

Les coups successifs, trop lourd le passif

If décisif, je m'rebiffe, mon départ est impératif et définitif.

If dépressif, plus combatif, sous sédatifs

En soins intensifs, cherche le motif

If négatif, maladif, inexpressif

et plus vraiment vif, cherche le motif

If trop massifs, abusifs, à ton actif

Les coups successifs, trop lourd le passif

If décisif, je m'rebiffe, mon départ est impératif.

[Charlotte] Et définitif, définitif.

C.

Superb Unwind.

Exhausted..?You may say so..but today was actually relaxing for me..i had a fairly dense schedule today..Let's see..

I woke up at 5am, and im ready by 6am..i had no idea that my dad was going to leave so early today..He's going for a business trip in Malaysia, and he's usually dropped me at my beauty class, but today, i asked the..blue bird driver to do that for me..hehehehe..i left at 8am, and got there one hour later..

At one o'clock (not precisely) im heading to la piazza..another one hour road trip..and i spent like..1,5 hours..2 hours at the speaking center..and actually i was intend to watch some other silly movie..alas, couldnt find the perfect airtime..then i go straight to starbucks instead..and somehow..someone unexpected..passed me by..and i was literally shocked..!!it's Brandon..!!unconsciously, i was in a rush looking around in every directions..trying to capture a friendly image..i was wondering, is it a coincidence or what..?! I mean, its only last a couple days ago, i found he's twitter, and i was like, googled them..i really missed Kiana and Bella..They used to be so closed to me..and i was unintentionally babysitting them..and i was thinking.."please, show up..make my day..". But unfortunately Brandon told Anne, they were in the dentist and they werent going to bucks..and i was like..disappointed..

However, Anne told me that they are going to bucks tomorrow around midday..and i HAVE to be there..they're only in jakarta till this Friday..and i miss them A LOTS..!!so i really..really gotta see them..i wonder though..if they still remember me..

Therefore, i spent like 2 hours just with me, and ipod, and the wind..

At 6pm, Niven picked me up at La Piazza, and we're heading to CCF..!!yaaayy..Alisa's day..by the time we got there..it was so..overcrowded..we cant even find us a parking spot..they were held, this "Le Pot du Printemps"..It's like a farewell party..but only attended with elderly that able to speak and write and read and talk and make a conversation in french..not forget to mention..fluently..heheheh..

At 10pm, i finally got home..

it was really exhausted actually..but i missed to waste my time just by sitting, listening to ipod with a very "nice" songs, and the wind is blowing..and i was literally doing nothing but watching people passing by and do some silly movement or a foolish attitude or an awkward way to dressed up..some do's and dont's..and i was really, really into myself back then..lets say, im reminiscing..

The wind is really blowing my mind out..my mind is totally far from here..

~ i really wish i could live in a dream ~

C.

Excuses.

So today, i skipped my make up class..hehehe..and went to watch this movie..yeap!! How To Train Your Dragon..I've read the book before..and actually it's kind of surprising me, i never thought they're gonna make this book into a movie..Let's say i know..i would hoping something like..eragon..in fact, they came out as animation instead..

However, the book's still good..so i decided to watch it..

The movie was actually nice..and if you already read the book as well, toothless is really cute..!! So if you're wasn't plan to watch this movie, you should change your mind..!!It's quite a good riddance..

C.

It's time to give something back.

We burned the forest down,

We created the polluted air,

We bombed the harmless coral,

We used the unfriendly material,

We destroyed the only place we could lived in.

We contaminated our shelter with our litter,

They never asked back,

They never requested anything in return,

It's time for us to show our gratitude,

just by switched off the electricity for 1 hour..

1 hour is nothing compared to what could have happened.

Show them that we have morals, compassionate and merciful..

Saturday, March 27th 2010

20.30 - 21.30 WIB

C.

A Simple Confession.

As i growing old, i have to start making a decision for my own life, with some people keep supporting me, encouraging me and helping me to struggling through the cruelty of the world, of peoples..

And at some point, in some particular case..something reminds me about my past, what i have been through, what i have done, all the good and bad memories..i can't run away from my past nor my future..mayhap i never done anything "big" in the past, and mayhap i made loads of mistakes, hurting people i love and i don't..but i still got plenty of time to do something better than my past..

Natheless, i'm fully aware of the evolution that happens around me, how big the transformation is..and i always try to keep up..but deep down, i've always been the same person..i realize, i havent made plenty of changes..but i will keep working on it..

Frankly, after all this time, i still cant really tell, who my really friends are..or maybe, i dont even have one..okay, maybe i'm hang out, and socialize, meet new people..but i never really trust anybody, maybe i dont want to trust anybody..and i'm not good in keeping a relationship..

After all, im really comfortable with being alone..i'm really kind of the more "suffer-in-silence" type..i'm no good in expressing myself, explaining about how i feel..how i think, arguing, and any else..i'd rather to keep it to myself instead, hold my thought, and move on..it's not that i wanted to run away from all those nightmare..it just, i really thinks..no one's gonna understand it anyway, aside than that..every time i tried to clarified something, its always end up with misunderstanding, which make it more worst..

And it's been going for..20 years..??And i'm getting used to it..even the solitude is everywhere i look..doesn't mean i dont want to make a friends or something..i'm dying to have someone, i really can rely on, in good and in bad..someone i really can trust..but i guess i just dont know how..

I'm drown too far in this quietude..

C.

Wrap.

Today's lesson at CCF was like extremely super duper BORING..!!!

Ancient.

" O, here will i set up my everlasting rest,

and shake the yoke of inauspicious stars from this world-wearied flesh,

Eyes, look your last! Arms take your last embrace!

And lips, O you, the doors of breath,

seal with a righteous kiss, a dateless bargain to engrossing death!

Come, bitter conduct, come, unsavoury guide!

Thou desperate pilot, now at once run on

The dashing rocks thy sea-sick weary bark!

Here's to my love! "

- Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare -

Sometimes, i really wish i could life in ancient time, with all those corsets, crinoline, discrimination against us, female..and the whole historical literature, musics, arts, philosophy, education..

I may not know about leggings or clubbing and stuffs then..howbeit, it's really worth to risks for..i mean, all those complex words, and manner, its beautiful indeed..i would fain to do anything to learn such a beautiful yet complex language..

C.

Shopping Spree!!

Save the date and get ready to splurged on fancy-schmancy stuff..!!

See you there..!!

C.

Masterpiece!

ROFL..i just cant stop posting, eh..?! however, i'd like to tell you another cool singer..Sliimy..Moroccan-Algerian guy at the same age as i, who launched his first album in 2008.."Paint Your Face"..This french pop musician came out in the media as gay. "I dont have any problem saying that i'm gay. I embrace it and dont want to hide it."



This video, womanizer, was spectacular..!!can you imagine how many shoot he should take to make the video..??

Ethan Director "This project was shot on video, over 2000 frames were exported and effected in photoshop. Then we printed out each frame onto paper, cut them out, and had people all over LA hold them while we shot each one with digital camera. Then we brought all the stills back into the edit and put them back again."

C.

Changing mind.

Off course we all know Jesse McCartney..22 old guy who sang Beautiful Soul..Im not a huge fans of his, in fact, his kinda grossed me out a bit with his cute-american-boy looks alike..somehow, i found his song, "Just So You Know", but he sang it in french..so its became "de toi a moi", it shocked me a bit at first, but i was intrigued with a silly question in my mind..simply "what would it be"..check it out yourself..!!

Surprisingly, his really good with his french..!!i browse the lyrics, and it has a quite difficult lyrics..in french off course..hard enough to twisted my tongue..LOL..yeah..it was astounding..!!He's better with his brownish hair, i think..

Actually, there are two version of this song, hmm...make it three..one in english..the one i gave you, half in english and half in french, and the third one was entirely in french..i couldnt find the proper video to put in here, so, hope you still enjoy this version..oh! btw, the guitarist is cute as well..LOL..

There's something in French language that amazed me enough to keep me silence, err..speechless in fact..

He still makes me melt when i heard this song..

C.

Love, Love, Love..!!

i accidentally found this enormous singer through limewire, all of sudden i just fell in love with his voice..furthermore, i love this kind of musics..been listening to his songs almost 6 months already i guess..this belgian guy, named Milow released his first album in 2006. (check him out here)

Here's a few of his video i love the most, enjoy!

I really love the 2 first videos, Ayo Technology and You Don't Know..love the gold girl, and the video was actually very simple yet seductive, love the lyrics and everything..

And the second video, i always love circus, i really like the settings, the guitar, THE LAMP!! the background lamp was totally perfect..!!wish i could have that as a lights in my bedroom..i also love the big bronze cage, the fire breathers, the trails, gypsies and tarot, twin trapeze lady, guy in the stilts, everything seems perfect, BUT the midget wasn't good whatsoever, and the people whose standing around, its no use, no point or else..nevertheless, its still enjoyable..

C.

MRS. VANDER TRAMPP

As a reminder only..hehehe...

MRS. VANDER TRAMPP

M - Mourir

R - Rester

S - Sortir

V - Venir

A - Aller

N - Naitre

D - Descendre

E - Entrer

R - Rentrer

T - Tomber

R - Retourner

A - Arriver

M - Monter

P - Partir

P - Passer

Unexpected.

Last friday, me and niven decided to skipping our french lesson to attend this tempting event at Pacific Place, according to the date on the picture, it was held on 12th-14th March, actually they already open it on 11th, by invitation only, its very obvious that we dont have the invitation, LOL..so we came on 12th, hoping it will be not too crowded, which in fact it doesn't..!!yaayy..!!it's overcrowded..!!we cant even see stuff..it's too populous..!!we barely move..!!and the goods they'd sell its a bit..okay its not a bit..its over pricey..!!can you imagine, buying a lace stocking that cost Rp 645.000..?? Or maybe a bag worth Rp 3.500.000 ish after 10% discount..?? Or maybe second branded bag around Rp 2.700.000..??its ridiculous right..??im totally couldnt afford it..LOL..nevertheless Niven bought a cuff at The Cufflinks Store, Rp 175.000 each, but they had a very cute design..I was actually planning on give a second visit, but it appears i put it on hold, i just cant stand the crowds..

We still had a good weekend though..so, Yesterday, me, Niven, and his friends gather around at this fancy-but-so-damn-hot-even-though-its-outdoor place, Portico, you can find them at Senayan City, next to Starbucks Debenhams and Pizza Marzano, actually you can even see it from across the street. We usually get the best spot, but this time, they're fully book, so they put us outside, but the interior designer seems very inconsiderate, we had this, semi-outdoor place, its outside, but they make some sort of glass wall in there, no air conditioner, and you're allowed to smoke in there, its very smoky in there, hardly breath..so we moved to outdoor seat, real one this time..thanks for the windy-yet-hot weather..

The sky was actually stunning..so i took this blurry picture..LOL..you still can enjoy it right..??hehe..

At Portico, i ordered this Caesar Salad with Crispy Chicken Fillet and Camomile Tea..well, it just a standard-salad-quite-tasty-but-so-expensive food after all..but very careful..!!they put jalapeno on the food, i was bite it and its like..hell burning..i hate spicy things anyway..ah!its gross..!!thank goodness they made such a nice chicken..LOL..

At night, i saw this lamp reflection from the apartment building in front of me..its like, the sky was burning..very astonishing..the night still young, so the reflection still high up there..but when im about going inside, i took a glance at those skies, and it seems the building was actually "touching" its own reflection..

And oh, today's lesson at CCF was entertaining..!!we play some sort of inane game, our class are consist of 12 people, 5 guy, and 7 women, one of us is absent today, so there's only 11 of us..we're divided into 4 group, 3 people each group unless my group, was only me and another girl..and we are told to pick up 4 important indonesian people, 2 women, and 2 men, and write little a description about them..each team had a turn to read their description about their choice, and another team has to guess "who are they", every one right answer got one point for the team..and the person we're choose like almost the same, Susi Susanti and Soekarno..LOL..and Niven's team concerned Tukul as "mauvais visage" LOL..it was awful actually..

Oh! Im just terribly exhausted..nite y'all..

C.

Psycho day.

Yesterday was my day off from LPPMS, so i dont have to wake up earlier, which in fact i already woke up at 7am..LOL..but im still sleepy though, so i had to through the day from drowsiness, but at least, i dont have to be in anyplace by 9am, and im just slacking my ass instead..LOL..but im still fully aware, i shall not being lazy, so i go to wallstreet, and im quite surprise, normally i spend (approximately) 1,5 hours in there, but yesterday, only 30 minutes approximately..hahaha..so, i go straight up and buy a one person ticket for shutter island at 13.30, which i already done wallstreet by 13.08..hahahha...should i say, coincidence..?

Been years, since Leonardo DiCaprio didn't participate in any movie..he seems so old at this movie, still handsome though..

Talking about the movie itself, it have a very sad-yet-predictable-but-not-so-surprising end, as usual, watching Leo's acting is always be my pleasure, really, he's not as good as Johnny Depp if i may compare, but he's still good actor, the story can be a bit confusing but thanks to my brilliant brain, ROFL, i dont get lost..hehehehe..but its still worth to watch..

Im browsing through google, and i just found this cool website..!!somehow, im sort of "abandoned" the blog..LOL..i'll let you know later on..

C.

Colors.

Today's quote is haunted me in a way, i used to dressed in black, but this year, im gradually changed the way i dressed, this color thing makes me thinking, and thinking, and thinking..so this week, im gonna share more story about colors, do more research about colors, so lets talk about color this week okay..??!!!

Surely we all know a song named "True Colors", this true colors song was originally sung by Cyndi Lauper and written by songwriters Billy Steinberg and Tom Kelly, and dedicated for Billy's mother..

Here's the very first version of True Colors..

But for me personally, i didnt like the original version, in fact, i love and know this song since it was sung by Phil Collins..

Technically, thanks to him, for introducing me to this lovely song..but lately, we also known, there's a new serial TV comedy, named, Glee..and also a new band originated from Bandung, called MYMP..both of them re-sing this song, and it was spectacular..!!both are my favorite version of True Colors..Check it out!!

Sorry, i cant found the mymp video for this song, even, i dont think they had one, but it still lovely though..

So, enjoy!!

C.

Today's Quote.

The skies was Blue,

The meadow was Green,

The roses was Red,

The sun was Yellow,

The rainbow was colorful

Why wear Black instead..?

Cooking's day!

So, me and Niven had some kind of deal about our cooking skill, and we decided to do more exercise to banged-up our poor-cooking-ability..every two weeks, we're gonna make a Cooking's Day, either in saturday or sunday, since Niven got a job, it's the only day he had left to do some casual time..this week, we choose to make some chicken steak, onion ring and some carbonara pasta..

Here's the review..

1. Chicken Steak

p.s pardon the blurry image =p

Ingredients:

Chicken breast, we used "dada brosot" you can actually buy one, and cut it into two..

1 tbs water

1 egg

1 cup saltines, its a crackers, we used Monde..

1/4 tsp pepper/black pepper, depends, i combine both..

1/2 tsp garlic powder

1/4 veggie oil

milk gravy:

1/4 cup all purpose flour

1/2 tsp salt

2 cups milk

Directions:

1. Beat water and egg. Mix cracker crumbs, garlic powder and pepper. Dip chicken into egg mix, then coat liberally with cracker crumbs. (you can wash the chicken with salt water, depending on your choice)

2. Heat oil over med-high heat till hot. Cook chicken in oil, turn once until brown. Probably about 6-7 minutes. Just make sure you don't crowd the pan, better to make it "batches".

3. To make the gravy, reserves the drippings in the pan, add more veggie oil if necessary to make 1/4 cup. I added a few butter.

4. Stir in flour and salt. Cook over low heat stirring to loosen any brown particles or yumminess from the pan until it smooth and bubbly.

5. Remove from heat and slowly pour milk into skillet, stirring constantly.

6. Bring to boil and stir one minute.

2. Onion Ring

Ingredients:

1 large onion, cut into 1/4 inch slices

11/4 cups all purpose flour

1 tsp baking powder

1 tsp salt

1 egg

1 cup milk, or as needed

3/4 cup dry bread crumbs

seasoned salt to taste

1 quart oil for frying, or as needed

Directions:

1. Heat the oil in a deep-fryer to 185˚ C

2. Separate the onion slices into rings, and set aside. In a small bowl, stir together the flour, baking powder and salt.

3. Dip the onion slices into the flour mixture until they are coated, set aside. Whisk the egg and milk into the flour mixture using fork. Dip the floured rings into the batter to coat, then set aside until the batter stops dripping. Spread the bread crumbs out on a plate or shallow dish. Place rings one at a time into the crumbs and scoop the crumbs up over the ring to coat. Give it a hard tap as you remove it from the crumbs. The coating should cling very well. Repeat with remaining rings.

4. Deep fry the rings a few at a time for 2-3 minutes, or until golden brown. Remove the paper towel to drain, season with seasoning salt and serve.

Dipping Sauce

Ingredients:

1/2 cup mayonnaise

1/2 tsp ketchup, or as needed

1/2 tsp sugar

1/2 tsp lemon juice, or as needed

1/4 tsp cayenne pepper, but i cant find it any, so i use black pepper instead.

Directions:

1. Combine all ingredients in mixing bowl.

2. Cover and chill.

3. Farfalle Carbonara

Ingredients:

200 gr Farfalle

35 g butter

2 shallots, chopped

1 clove garlic, chopped

180 ml single cream

60 gr parmesan cheese

salt, pepper and oregano

ham and mushroom, chopped

3 tbs canola oil or olive oil

Directions:

1. Bring a pan, three quarters full of water to the boil and add some salt. Next, add the pasta into the bowling water and cook it for the recommended time on the package until "al dente" or means cooked but still a little stiff to the bite. Do not let it overcook.

2. While the pasta cooking, you can make the sauce. Place a saucepan onto a medium high heat and warm through. Add the butter and allow it to melt. Once melted, add the garlic, cook it until a little brown, then add mushroom and ham, cook it until its well done, then add shallots. Cook a while then add the cream. Season well with salt, pepper, and oregano. Stir the mixture together for the duration of the cooking time. Make sure the cream does not burn. Then remove it from the heat.

3. Take the pasta to the sink and drain in into the colander, put it into a bowl, and pour a canola oil or olive oil, mixed well.

4. Put the pasta into a plate, and pour the cooked cream over the cooked pasta, add a parmesan, season with salt and pepper. Mixed well.

We cooked for about 2 hours..LOL..its supposed to be our lunch but turns out become our "afternoon snacks" LOL...so, here's our hard work..

A little bit review about our meal, the steak was nicely done, except for the gravy, its a little bit watery than what im expected, but still nice..and i thinks it would be even more better, if i wash the chicken with salt water first, to give it a little bit more taste..

But! the onion ring was a total disaster..!!we missed some part on the recipe, so the crumbs wont stick on the rings, so we basically fried an onion instead of making an onion ring..LOL..somehow, the crumbs were come off the rings when we put it into a frying pan..but we'll keep trying..

And the farfalle carbonara, tasty, but we put too much shallots, the whole recipe above was actually for a full meal, not an additional, so we some sort of changed the recipe as we like, we kind of miscalculation it..so far its still tasty, but a little less cheese, for sure, we agreed to not use the cheese, turns out it would be more tasty if we used it though..

however, it didnt stop us..hehehhe..we still ate it passionately..

about next week menu "cakwe mini"..!!yaayyy...!!inspired from abang2 at my church, we definitely into this cakwe mini like badly..!!so we decided to cook it next week..!!!

wait my story for another cooking experience..!!

C.

Johnny Depp's night.

So, today, me and niven gonna watch Johnny Depp's movie..!!2 movies in a row..we're actually just planning to watch Alice in Wonderland, but somehow, i saw that Imaginarium of Dr.Parnassus, is already on midnight, so we bought the tickets for both movies..LOL..

19.30 pm at Plaza Indonesia

23.50 pm at Plaza Indonesia

Enjoy!!!

Save your date!!

cant wait..!!for further info click here..

Truancy matter.

This is the second time i skipping my beauty class (the first time was last wednesday) and once skipping french class (also on wednesday), i was feel really lazy that time..not to mention im wasnt feeling well..my sister had a dengue fever, you know its contagious, so i thought i had contaminated, or maybe about to..and the second reason was, there's a stupid demonstration everywhere..and my school was located in Gatot Subroto, which according to the rumor that already spread across the country, Gatot Subroto street were closed and fulled of demonstrate that time..and about CCF, ive been offered a chance to become a fitter at Musa fashion show, its not big, for celebrating Sogo anniversary actually, so a few brand in Sogo, were participated in that show..and today, why im skipping school..??im not supposed to at school today, the class was only at monday, wednesday and thursday, but because last Thursday my teacher had a business, so it was cancelled, and today were supposed to replacing last thursday, and when i woke up, i really feel bad..physically..so i decided not to attend the school, i text my teacher already, and about one hour after, he text me and sais, "sis, bisa minta tolong gak..kasi tau yang lain donk hari ini kita ga jadi masuk, soalnya aku ada problem.." well pretty much like that..so, im not actually skipping right..??hehehe..

by the way, i just bought a new refrigerator last week, and last wednesday, it was delivered into my home..here's the pic after and before..LOL..since my sister getting married, and i have niven, turns out the fridge wasnt enough..LOL..so we doubled up the size..hope itll enough..so my dad doesnt have to buy another one..LOL..and yet, the progress was not easy whatsoever, i bought that fridge at Best Denki, and they only send 3 people, they're totally have no idea if my house can be such a confusing labyrinth..and that was true, they couldnt bring the fridge onto my house..LOL..they have to ask a favor from a labor, on my alley, thanks god, there's someone we know, are rebuild their home..and its still filled with struggling, even there are 5 of them now, LOL..within hour, they successfully bringing in the fridge..LOL..with a little bit scratch for sure..but thats fine..

Thursday, 4th March 2010

another day at LPPMS, as i was on my way home in a cab, the cad driver was horribly scary..

and he drive recklessly, i took a freeway, and suddenly he grind something, the sound was pretty loud, but it doesnt seem bother him one bit, within km, the cab starts to make a very weird sounds, and the car starts to loose its balance..the driver tried to

find out where the sound starts, turns out the tires were deflated..great..!!maybe he should drive more carefully next time..or maybe im just lacking of fortune..either way, the towed car is appear, and approached into the cab..but they just stood still instead of helping the driver with the tires..oh, what a shame..another minutes, passed, and finally we back on road..still with his carelessness, he drive so bad, but im a little bit feeling pity for him, he's quite old, and the weather is not nice at all..however, i back home safely though..hehehe..

Right after i got home, i was checking on soy's cage to see her baby, their really getting big and naughty..and one of them has the autism of their father..LOL..so i record a wee bit of their activity..enjoy it..

PS: ugh..another problem in uploading, somehow, the video becomes dark as a night..and i already delete it on my cam, great, ill find out why..

grew faster and health, my little hammies..cant wait to play with them..!!

Compromise.

Last Sunday, when i "accidentally" go shopping, and spending a few hundred rupiahs..for a several time..so, we had this little compromise about me spending too many on those things..started from today, i only can buy 3 clothing , including pants, shirt, skirt, jacket, coat, anything as long as it's clothes..and only 3 accessories, means, hat, shoes, necklaces, earring, bracelet, brooch, ring, etc..seems pretty easy when we made that compromise, but in the same day, i already buy 2 shirts, and a pair of jeans, which mean.., can i still buy another 3 clothing this month..??its not march yet right..??

nice voice!

i've been browsing through youtube, and found these amazing siblings, who had a great voice..







see more their videos here..

"Geniuses are made, not born"

Thats what Lazlo Polgar said and been proven by his educational experiment through his daughters, here's a few about Susan Polgar,

"successful artificial geniuses"

you can also check her out at her blogspot or her website..this girl is amazingly genius, he can memorize a chess with "unorganized" pawn within 3 seconds, she compete against grandmaster when she was only 15..at age 22 in 1991, she became the first women to earn the grandmaster title..!!she's a successful experiment indeed..!!

3 in 1.

since i havent got the chance to blogging since last saturday, so i decided to put all three days story in one post..i got so many story to tell you..and lots of things happend to me during the weekend..so, lets start from last saturday..

Saturday, February 27th 2010..

so today, im going to pasar baru, to buy some equipment im gonna need at the beauty school, i

find everything i need but the curler and straightener.., i find its pretty hard to find any fashion eyelashes at pasar baru, but i still find it though..even i can found the La Tulipe equipment for body painting, its not the best, but it the cheapest brand i can find, and the best part was, i can find the petite eyelash curler, i've been trying to find in places, but i just cant found any, but today, when i saw it, i just buy it without thinking twice..LOL..and i also bought some glitters, i was being told to brings some glitters on monday (which in this case today..) but turns out, that we didnt even touch it..LOL..and i also buy lots and lots of fake eyelashes, just in case ill need them, anyhow, i have to use it every time i put a make up on my model at school, so would be better if i have some more in stock..and i dont have to go to pasar baru, every time i need eyelashes, that what im trying to avoiding..

after a long shopping at pasar baru, we go straight up to MKG, its been awhile since im not eating at Burger King, and today, we're finally eat at BK..i usually ordered Black Pepper but today somehow i'd prefer Chick 'n Crisp, cause the last time i ate that, it

was nice, a bit crunchy yet tasty..sorry for the blurry image, i was forget to set the camera..and after a "big" dinner, we continue to

walk along the shops, trying to find niven one or two pair of suit pants, and a shirt maybe, we've tried lots of suits pair and shirt, but since it was too

expensive, so we reconsidered it and trying to find any pants cheaper,

we ended up at G2000, the had a promo, buy 2 get 1 free, so niven bought 2 pair of pants and get a free shirt, all cost 999.800 LOL...but he's not the only one who shops till drop..lol..i also buy some..just cant resist it..just a common top i can use daily..

oh! talking about shirt, i almost forgot to tell you about the shirt tragedy..back in pasar baru, when we done with the shopping, we heading to the parking lot, where we left our car unattended and insecure..(pretty much..) there's a quite huge group of bajaj, and we had to go thru them, and when i trying to pass through the last one, somehow the cars on my left trying to grazed me or something, so accidentally it push me to go closer to bajaj, suddenly.. "

breekk" the bajaj's bumper (if you can call it bumper..) ripped my shirt..and here's the pic..

poor..the shirt have a really good material, even when i bought that shirt, somehow, i just knew it, that someday, somehow, something gonna cause this kind of problem..so i trying to figure

out how to manipulate it, so i still able to wear it..so i come up

with this lace things, since im also working on my D-I-Y jeans using the same lace, so i thought im just gonna use the same lace for my shirt, it still not done yet, cause i still hadnt time to working on it, but ill assure you, itll be done by end of the week..

Sunday, February 28th 2010..

this could be my last posted on february..i was wake up very early today, my mom asked me to give her a favor, she had this party, of my dad's boss' so, she want me to do her make up..and after i finished with her make up, there's no way for me to go back to sleep, cause i had an encounter appointment in wallstreet at 12 o'clock, so i decided to make my jeans look better..first thing first..

1. LOL..this is nothing..really..it just im starving that time..so i took a bowl and musli..LOL..newsflash, ive been eating this musli like, more than 6 months, and its really works for people who on diet..musli only gives you 180 kcal..they had lots of flavor, but since i love chocolate then i choose the chocolate one, but if you trying another else, they had a lower calories on it..and it really helps you to poo...hehehe..

2. and these are all you really needs, a pair of jeans, any color, i do the green one already, and now the red one, since its the only colored jeans i had left..LOL..bayclin, or if you have any other whitener, it might work..toothbrush, dont use the new one..a bowl, in this case, i used a plastic bowl, and not to forget a stool..now pour the bayclin into the plastic bowl, and try to scrub the jeans with the toothbrush an bayclin, do it patterned..but dont give too many bayclin, or itll loosen up the jeans..bayclin work differently in jeans, it depends on the jeans, so try to scrub it in a very small area at first to see how the bayclin works on your jeans..

3. so far this is the result, if you'd want to stop in here, its alright, just leave it dry, then wash it cleanly..and the next morning, it'll ready to wear..or maybe you can still follow my next step, a little bit tricky and need lots of patience, but the result were better..more different, and unique..

4. laces, if you already have one, you can use it, but match it with your jeans color, if you only have a little pieces, you can still use it, but with a different way, you have to play patchwork with those laces, in my case, i want to applied a black lace..a needle and a thread, fabric scissor, and lace scissor, if you dont have lace scissor, its okay to use a fabric scissor or a common scissor, but it would be a little bit tricky for sure..

and here's the result..hope you like it..

front view

back view

that's my new jeans..yaayyy..love it...!!!after a quite challenging doing the jeans..i also do some browsing through youtube, and i found this funny video..

ouch! this is my first vlog..and its quite difficult at first, especially for this video, it was originally from youtube, but the publisher set the video somehow, so there's no embed html..so i have to use zamzar to download and inverted it into .avi at once..so, enjoy my first hard work then..

see the full version here..

Monday, March 1st 2010..

My first blog on this month..!!im getting good at this things..yaayyy...so, today would be my first day to do almost all my activities without niven..yeap..!!he's been accepted to this company, PT. Parasindo Pratama..its a paper company.. CONGRATS DEAR..!! just remember to do you best, be more on time, and discipline, and more opinionated person..no more playing around, and you'd better banned the manga website and gizmodo..LOL..

so, today i go along with my dad to LPPMS, and i came way too earlier, 2 hours earlier exactly..LOL, its even still closed..!!observed working people busy pacing back and forth..looking me back like never saw a girl before..LOL..but im cool..thanks to ciggy to accompanied me for a couple hours..it's kinda weird though..through the day without niven at all..

LOL..but we met at CCF eventually..

i did quite good at the class today, but my classmate was totally annoying..well..im still cool with it..just have to endure it..so, that's pretty much my story..hehehhe...gud luck y'all...

Happy March..!!