fortune vs misfortune.

i was just thinking these days lately..am i fortune enough to live a life like this..??or am i lacking fortune so i cant live like another..??keep questioning that in mind constantly..barely know the answer, guess i just have to live with it..then i just find out im just too stubborn to giving up..i just keep thinking and thinking even more often..

some people may born with loads of fortune that lasts for life..and some may born with a little fortune that keeps them in track..and some just fortune enough to born in this small world..

considering to my statement above..everything that happens in this world is fortune..or maybe its more like, miracle..?well, one thing i know for sure, you wouldn't get a miracle if you weren't fortune enough..so, that is a yes..everything that happens in this world is fortune indeed..

i've noticed..that there are these few amount of people, who doesn't have to work their slacking ass off to even get what they want..they're just born..lucky! maybe its descended..i used to think..what so fun about it anyway..you can easily get what you want..there just no goals anymore..so what life's all about, if it wasn't to accomplish your dreams..your goals..technically, i lost my life..

i mean..look at these people..who thinks they were very lucky..they eat, they drink and get drunk, they club, they shop, they travel, they just have everything..literally everything..so whats next..?a total nothing..maybe they just too happy to live that they dont wanna go die..

but..there's also a few people who already very lucky, however they dont get snobby and still work their ass off..they club and shop for sure..but they're just not forget how to step on the ground..so here they go..become unbelievably lucky..end of story..

and there are these two kind of people, who lucky enough to born in this effing world..

first..people who were thinking, no matter what they do..they just born unlucky..so they're sort of minimizing any kind of effort to make them more prosperous..so what did they do..??utterly slacking their ass..

second..this people is the better version from the first one, i think personally..somehow some of these people maybe just realize that they were born unlucky..but it doesnt stop them to make a little difference in their life..they may feel hopeless sometimes..but then they just get right up, and they just DO..do, do, and do..and maybe even more better..perhaps their just too busy to DO so they dont realize..their life gradually changes..end of story..

besides those, there's still another one..people who lucky enough to keep them quite happy..and for these kind, they can go both, either become very lucky or unlucky..its depends in what did they do with their life..some might think, "im happy this way" and some might "i have to be better" somehow..its a great influence to their life..end of story..

now, which kind of people are you..??and which kind of people am i..??

but the real question is..

~ what is fortune..??and what is misfortune..?? ~