Be in La-la-land..

Does any of you ever think about your future..anything like..

"What am i goin' to be..?"

"Am i goin' to have a family on my own..?"

"Where am i goin' to live..?"

"How am i goin' to die..?"

"Am i goin' to be a successful or a failure..?"

"Will i ever find someone perfect to share my life with..?"

"How my house gonna look like..?"

"Am i gonna make my family proud..?"

And something like that..Did you well-arranged your life..??Or well-organized your what's-your-future-going-to-be..??Or maybe you choose your future just by guessing it..??Did you enthusiastically living your life by choosing the challenging one..??Or perhaps you try to finds the simplest way to live a life..??

A couple weeks ago i've been thinking a lot, a simple question "how my life would be..?" this tricky question brought me into a million question..

For those who don't really know me, or don't even know me..I'm kind of more like fully-prepared-for-whatever-the-outcome person..and if you read my earlier article about me purchasing my dream..i'm supposed to be in paris like..2 years ago..and i have to admit i was scared to live in a whole new yet strange environment with the not-understandable language..thus i still stuck here..As I re-arrange the whole things..yeap..me and my organizing attitude..i'll try to make everything more settle this time, i had to tighten up my schedule..since i have a lot to catch up, so i take every possible activity i could bear and stuffed it into the remaining time i have..i took make up class, french class, english class, and i go back to college also..and i'm going to take a diving lesson..i still had 2 years left..which means, i only got 2 years of preparation..

Apart from whole activity, i'm glad i can found some time to pampering myself..i didnt ask much, just me and the peacefulness..and i spent a lot to think that time..about everything..im daydreaming..

Somehow, i wish i could be somewhere else far from this noisy-overcrowded-city..if i can choose a place where i'm going to spend my life at..i would choose somewhere far from the city, a small city with population less than 15.000 people..some place that only got two season, either rain or cold..somewhere in the mountain, filled with a greeny or yellowish tree..with a lake or river nearby..and i would built a small house in there..so i still can reach the lake or river just by walking, but the distances between the neighbors just too far, that you can only reach it by car..

I was really really think to live in such a place..maybe someplace like..Charlottesville, Cloudcroft, Crested Butte, Port Angeles, Olympic Mountain, Pyrenees, Fussen, Forks, even if i have to move to Sitka, Alaska..

Well it just another goal of my life..if i can live in some place like that, my life would be perfect..that's my dream house..

Talking about dream house, psychologist Carl Jung believed that building a house was a symbol of building a self. And on the other side, Clare Cooper Marcus has written extensively about Home as a Mirror of Self, explores the meaning of "Home" as a place of self-expression, as a place of nurturance, and a place of sociability..

- Can we know more about who we are by looking at where we live? - Clare Cooper Marcus

So what's your dream house..??

C.