F***.

I'm not gonna cry..

I'm not gonna mad..

I'm not gonna cry..

I'm not gonna mad..

I'm not gonna respect them either..

They will not welcome in my family..

NEVER EVER..

They dont deserves that..

'God, please..

this is me begging you..

give me another bucket to filled..

just give me some more patience..

please..

pleasee..

plleeeaaassee...'

You'll help me to live through these..

I have a faith in that..

Love,

C.