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Thoughtless.

So, yesterday was raining..finally..and i finished my class at 5 o'clock..As you know, so does everybody else..so you can imagine how bad the traffics are..

Since my college is located behind Sahid hotel, well..between Sahid hotel and city walk, which is quite strategies place if you like to hang out or just going around jakarta..but also a strategic place for jam as well..

The main road, literally not moving and so fuckin crowded since 4 PM, plus the sounds of horn and roaring the motor of dozens, hundreds of vehicles..it's really noisy yesterday..

And so, i couldn't go to CCF, well of course with that kind of traffic..and so does some other..

It always made me thinking, you know, if i didnt go to the course..especially when it's Mme Habibah turn to teach..i know, she's not very good in teaching..in fact, most of us..maybe all of us..didn't understand very well what she's actually trying to teach..not only that, it's very boring when she's teaching..so, we're practically getting more lazy, and started to miss Mme Habibah's class..and it's been going on for almost 3 months already..but a couple weeks ago, somehow, im thinking..

There are 11 people in the class, well..supposed to be 11..but when it's Mme Habibah's turn, it's decreasing like, a lot..maybe there's only 4 or 5 people in the class..and last time i was at Mme Habibah's class, there's only 4 of us..what happend if there's no one coming, like..nobody..It's 7 PM, and it's was the last session of the day..especially on wednesday..well, practically..it's Mme Habibah's last shift of the day..even, sometimes, she really doesnt have to come if there's no class..And what happend if neither of us coming..

It'll be very disappointing and rude..and it's very unfair..and last tuesday, Mme Habibah sprained her legs..and yesterday, i know some who didnt come to class..and i just wondering, if there's somebody, kind enough, motivated enough, to come to the class yesterday..and that thought simply made me feeling guilty and bad enough..and i sill couldnt get rid that thought..

I'm terribly feeling sorry..


C.

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