Back up plan.

So, i'm beginning a new chapter of my life..with these whole new things in La Salle, and what's going on..and new goals, with a lots of new random stuff..Not every of 'em is good for sure..I'm not the kind of person who's willing to change for someone..and I'm not started on this new chapter with a high expectation..

I'm not planning to make a new friends at all..not trying to find a new lover or any kind of emendation or upgrading in live..it's all started with a very simple plan..get in, learn, and graduate..

But as we all know..there's always a back up plan..that's why there's something we know as Plan A, Plan B, Plan C, etc..not everything's happend according our plan and our expectation..either bad or good..it's depend on us how to handle it..it can turns bad..or even a good thing..

This is our life, my life, your life..you have the only authority to act upon it..so when it turns bad, it back to yourself how to overcome with it..and when it turns out as a good thing..just enjoy it..and when things got worst..don't put the blame on others, because everything is on you..so, you are the only one to blame..

At my new college..i never really expected to meet a new friends..who actually really, really..'fun'..they were all like..either way too older or younger than me..so, i dont think we're gonna 'click'..but it turns out..i'm end up with 4 new friends..which actually i can really have fun with..still, im the oldest among us..and i feels like strangle them for their immature act..and..i feels like a pedophile..LOL..

As i never look up for friends..and likewise with all the teenager drama queen stuff..i'm sort of end up with..well..lets say..quite a lot of troubles..it's like totally out of plan..nonetheless, there's nothing i can do about it except enjoy it..so, i'm wet already..so lets swim on it..

In there, it's completely a whole different environment..frankly, i hang out with mostly underage..LOL..and of course with a different perceptions and attitude and many other stuff..back at home..i feels like stuck with the same choices all the time and difficult time as well..

This is the chapter where i don't know how am i supposed to act..i feels stuck in and out..i'm marching nowhere..and the shitty part is that time is still ticking away..looks so cocky with its pride..

However, as i said before..i'm not type of a person who's willing to change myself for someone..and i'm not kind of a girl who do nothing when life failed me..shit do happens, and there's nothing wrong with enjoying it..

And, this is me..enjoying my shitty life..and i'm having a great time with it..

C.