A little bit of everything.

So, this week is the fifth week, i've been studying in this college..The first 4 week, everything went..i cant really say smoothly, but better that this week at least..

Everything getting more..complicated this week..so, i hang out with some people, that actually i really feel fun with..we hang out together, working on our assignment actually, but we share, laugh, tittle-tattling, and stuffs..this is the first time, i'm actually trying to be more open with people..of course after i had a chat with my old fellas, and i got a little advise for sure..so, i'm really trying to make things better this time..

I share some 'personal' stuffs with them, something i never really do and talk or share with other people, especially with people that i know for only one month now..more than one months i guess..everything seems fine when we talk..but, now..i feels a little bit scared maybe because i'm thinking about it too much..i mean, this is something i never really do..so, it just scares me a little bit i guess..

Okay, lets move to another problem..Argh! Last monday, when i had my course in CCF..i asked the secretary about the program that i've been joining these past 3 months..and the class will only be continue with 9 person in the class minimum..or otherwise, i'll have to join the intensive program..yeap..so there are three of us, who really fighting for this program..and i still havent figure out the solution..

And, another one, i had..i have a problem with my class mate..which is getting worse, when we trying to solves it and end it, somehow, it just getting worst..well, since no one's gonna read my blog, so im just gonna tell it anyway..

Here's the story..here at La Salle, i hang out with, 4 people..supposed to be 5 people..i'll just gonna mention it..(further edit may required) Me, Sharon, Selvi, Venny, and Oklis..and the fifth person was Hanisha..she's the indian-medan born girl..she's at my age..the other is younger than me..LOL..

So, this Hanisha girl, we're not really feel comfortable, connected, in fact, she really is annoying and sorry to say..pain in the ass..and any other things..and okay, maybe we're trying to keep distance, for me personally, i dont want to get into a trouble, and as always, im trying to stay away from trouble as far as i could, not end up with a mess like this..

Damn..!!i'm really not in the mood anymore..!!i'm furious..

I mean, seriously, do you have to be a bitch..?do you really have to be a fuckin' hypocrite..?Just stop interfere with business that wasn't yours to taken care of..!!

- continue until, i'm cooling down -